it been 2 years half already. I wish he would give me the reasons why he dumped me and come and left again. i hope he know that i used to love him very much even after he cheated me before. or,,,, even now.


it already past couple of years .. and i still cant move on. Im busy, but yet still, even i have a minute ill think about him. About this life i live , my messy family relationship, friends, him and even myself. Im sorry for myself.. sorry for this sad life.. Im afraid of myself , no confident. yes i know sometimes im a fake. im faking front my friends,, i always smile. Promise myself never tell to them this awkward life..


I dont know why he look like him! Awkward !!! i cant talk easily with him, and always talk like shit finally i fell mess up ! Goshhh , why i cant move on . This is really awkward ! 😓